Well, I'm not feeling poetic enough to post this as a Deviation, but this would be the end. If only it could be epic.

Have you ever felt so connected with someone that you've never met, that the life around you seems to slowly disappear? I have.
Have you ever wished that teleportation existed just for one chance, because where you wanted to go, you know you would be forever happy? I have.
Have you ever loved someone and watched as their passion for you slowly dies? I have, and am.
Have you ever done something so stupid, that remembering its moment makes you feel sick? I have.
Have you ever wondered why you've chosen to do the stuff you do, knowing you suck at it, and don't deserve what you want. I have.
Have you ever thought you should give up? I have.
Have you ever given up? I am.

Yes, as of July 20th, I'm gone. This is my last attention seeking move, just because that's the way I was made to be. Desperate for attention, while always pushing it away.
I do want to thank all of you, as you have all given me joy at points of me knowing you. So for that, I am grateful.
For all the pain I have caused. All the times that I've shouted, acted like an ass towards you, or hurt you in an almost unimaginable way, I apologize. Not because I seek your forgiveness, but because I seek to forgive myself.
I love you all. That may not seem possible, but I believe it to be true.
Take care, my friends.